I was never alone, as much as it felt like it. As much as I still do sometimes. I never was.
Ocean here states that he was never truly alone throughout all of this, but it is unclear if Frank is referring to the help and support he received from friends and family, or if he is referring to the spiritual help that one could receive from a Deity figure, “his creator.” This isn’t the first time that is has proved difficult to decide whether or not Frank is alluding to particular religious convictions.
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