I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things

from Kurt Cobain – Kurt Cobain's Suicide Note on Rap Genius

Meaning

As an artist, Kurt feels obligated to enjoy, or at least appreciate other forms of art. But now not only has he lost the joy in creating music, but he no longer enjoys other forms of self-expression, like reading and writing. Because of all this Kurt feels like he’s letting everyone down.

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