I felt like I’d only imagined reciprocity for years.
Reciprocity — Noun: The practice of exchanging things with others for mutual benefit.
For Frank, it felt as though he only imagined this social convention. He gave a lot to this man, but received little in return; he wouldn’t even receive knowledge of his true feelings for him (Frank) until three years later.
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