I don’t think I ever could be.
God is generally held to be omnipotent (all-powerful), omniscient (all-knowing) and omnibenevolent (all-good). So perhaps Frank was referring to this conception of God when in the previous lines he spoke of never being alone. If you believe in a Deity figure like the one described above, well how could such a figure ever NOT have your back!
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