I kept up a peculiar friendship with him because I couldn’t imagine keeping up my life without him.

from Frank Ocean – Frank Ocean's Open Letter on Tumblr on Rap Genius

Meaning

sometimes after breaking up with a significant other or something similar, you try to maintain a connection with them just because its such a drastic change being away from them. you feel like you need them in your life but its not a relationship that can ever be the same as before

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